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Thursday, September 23, 2010

9/20/2010

Hola Como Esta!!!???

How is the best family doing??? I love and miss you so so much!! Thank you all for your emails they strengthen me so much!! They are truly exactly what I needed to hear!!
Thank you Casey for writing me. Your words were exactly what I was feeling. It is hard and I did think it was because I was a bad missionary but like you said it is their agency and it is beautiful but at times discouraging when you feel you pray and you work and you cry for them but they don’t come to church or they don’t stay active. It is hard but like you said, God loves me and I know that I am doing my best and this is a way for me to put all my trust and love in my Savior. BUT…….. the praying and the hard work paid off this week! We found 3 GREAT families who are all married and that is a huge plus especially here!! And a wonderful women who lost her husband a few years ago who came to church this Sunday!! I can’t express just how much fasting and prayer really works. I think that church really touched her. She said that is was beautiful but we have a cita with her on Tuesday so hopefully she will want to learn more. And we are going to pray so hard for the other families to come to church because all of them are so so great!!!

And one cool experience!  I believe it was Wednesday my companion and I were pretty discouraged because all our citas fell through and we were just down, so we went to the church to ask God where we should go! And after our prayer Hermana Almengor went to the bathroom so I stayed in the room and just pleaded with our Father in Heaven and said “please show me where I need to go and who I should talk to!!” SO then we left and I didn’t feel anything and once again I was discourage thinking oh no I don’t have the spirit. I am a bad missionary but then a small little thought came to my mind “go down this one street”, so we did and as we were walking their was a family getting ready for a candle light celebration that was on 14th here and  the strange thing is that as I was walking, the little kids stopped and ran up to me and gave me a huge hug!!! But I don’t know these little kids or this family but because of those little kids we started to talk to the parents and they wanted to learn more about the church and we had a cita with them and they were really interested!! So I know that the Lord answers our prayers and he does answer us in a still small voice that if I wasn’t paying attention I would have just pushed the thought out of my mind!! I don't know why those little kids gave me a hug but I know that God loves me and knows that I needed at that moment to feel love from Him and those little kids were angels in my path to reassure me that he is ever mindful of me. I don't know if this family will accept the gospel but it is a testimony to me that the Lord knows us so personally and he will comfort us when we need comfort!!

So on Thursday the President came up to San Carlos for a meeting with all of us. He is seriously incredible!! He is so Christ like. I get chills when he talks because I can feel the spirit so strong. But he taught us how to be better missionaries and better teachers and we learned that we don’t teach lessons anymore but People. And we have to find out their questions of the soul, by inspired questions. So after the meeting we tried it with our investigators and it worked and as we asked questions with love we found out their fears and doubt and many people really are like the scriptures say, people are searching for the truth but they no not where to find it, because their responses were, “how do you know what church is correct” and then we teach about this beautiful gospel and I can see understanding in their eyes, it is so awesome!!!

 I l know that Mission Presidents are so inspired and that the Prophet knows how to direct his leaders to make this work more powerful!! I am so blessed to be a part of it!!
So this next week is changes and I have no idea who will be my new companion. The elders in my district joke and say I might be a trainer and I hope not because that would be really scary because I am still new. I only have 5 months in the mission!! So I really don’t think so but this change there are 5 Hermana’s coming in and 5 leaving so this change is going to be really different! And I will probably stay in San Carlos again, probably until December, so that is OK.  I like it here, it is hard here, because pretty much everybody is either really catholic or really evangelic and it is hard. But I know that God has great plans for San Carlos and I am glad he has enough confidence in me to say here for 6 months. But I am nervous but like you said mom change is good and it will help me to be a better missionary!! I just need to have more confidence in myself and more confidence in my Savior!! Because with God everything is possible!!!!

 But one bad thing is mom and dad I am not going to be able to write next Monday because cambios are Wednesday so that means that our P Days change to Wednesday on cambios, so Wednesday I will write to you all! so don’t be nervous when you don’t get an email. I am fine just in San Jose for cambios!!!

But this week was good! You know moments of hard times but more joy than hard times!!! And I know it will keep on getting better!!! Because I am learning that I am nothing with out my Savior! He is wonderful and so merciful to me and when I say I can’t do it anymore, He gives me strength to go on one more day!! And he is so patience and forgiving!! I love Him! When I am sad and just need someone to talk to, who just understands, He is there always listening to me and I can literally feel his arms around me. I know that prayer is real and that God does hear and answers our prayers I love Him. I am coming to know my Savior in such a personal way than I ever thought before and I am so blessed I have this opportunity to serve him and wear his name on my chest!! I am so blessed!!!!

Thank you for everything that you do for me!! Thank you for your prayers and love!! I can feel them and they lift me up!! You are the best family in the whole world!!!

Love you always and forever
Hermana Turnbaugh

PS Mom did my new card come because I am not able to use it because it is expired?

Thursday, September 16, 2010

9/14/2010

Hola!!!!

Hola Mi familia!!! Como Esta!!!! How is my wonderful family doing!!! I love and miss you all so so much!! I am so glad that you guys had a wonderful anniversary and Seth had a wonderful birthday!! I am so happy he got a job working at Trice. That will be great until a tax job comes along. The Lord loves you Seth and he will bless your family immensely! Always put him first and then everything will fall into place!! But Happy Birthday and Anniversary!!!

This week was pretty good! Hard but good! There were no investigators at church again, but It is weird I have peace in my heart that everything is ok and we will have success here. I think these last 5 weeks has been more for me. I think the lord was breaking me down so that he could build me back up the way that he wants me to be!! And I am really glad I have had those really dark moments in my Mission already because I know how much I can take and with the Lord I can endure all things. Yes at times I seriously stare at the sky and wonder what in the world am I doing here and this is so so so hard but then I stop having my pity party and I know that this gospel is so right and so good and everyone needs to hear about it!!

Dad thank for your email and telling me to go and just talk to everyone and confront those fears of talking to people. That is exactly what I needed to hear! It is so true at times I am scared to talk to people but then I realize why should I be scared- no they should lol!!! Because this gospel is perfect and they need it in their lives even if they think that their life is fine. They haven’t experienced true love. The love that only comes from the Atonement and the Savior!!

But no we didn’t get the baptism. She is having problems and we’re not sure what her doubts or fears are but we are going to work really hard because I know Sughlie knows this church is true, she just is having doubts but we are working so hard with her. And other families we talked with just didn’t want anything and that is tough. But I need to have faith and the Lord will prepare those that are ready for His gospel!! And it is kind of like finding a needle in a hay stack but that just means I need to work harder!!

Oh but mom I wanted to tell you!!! So at the beginning of this change I was just having a rough time and we went over to a Senior Missionary’s house because they wanted to meet my new companion. They are really great! but anyway he could just tell I was having a hard time and he said would you like a blessing and I said “Yes please”! so he began and he and I started to cry and it was a beautiful blessing and he said you will be safe and healthy because your mom has prayed for this. But a couple of days later we ran into him again in the street and he said Sister Turnbaugh I never told you, but when I was giving you that blessing I could see your MOM Just standing there. I could see her as if she was really there in the house with us!! He said it was an incredible experience for him, he said!! Mom you have a very strong spirit I know that, because you are here with me and you were there with me in Jerusalem when I need you most. No matter how far away, You are there!! So I thought you should know that! That even though you have never been in person to Jerusalem and Costa Rica you have been in Spirit!! I will never for get that experience it was very Spiritual!!

But San Carlos is great!! Really I just need to work harder and confront all my fears and talk to everyone about this gospel. And I know that I will see the fruits of my labors here. It is hard though because a lot of Hermana Vegas converts are falling away so we have been visiting them so that we can re kindle their fire. But it is hard because Satan knows them and knows that this gospel is so true and he wants to make them fall back into their old habits, but Gods love is stronger!! Because we went to visit a man named Heraldo and he is a recent convert and he has had problems with the Pala bra de sabiduria lol I mean the word of wisdom and so last night we went to his house because for the past 2 weeks he hasn’t come to church and when he opened the door, there was a wall there, and he said I don’t want to come back and I found a different church. But Hermana Almengor and I, so lovingly talked to him about it and I bore testimony to him and said that he needs to, before he makes a decision ask God and He will tell him what he should do!

I know that he felt the spirit because as we were testifying the wall that was once there melted away and he said he would come to church on Sunday! so that is so awesome!! The Spirit is so powerful and it is so so powerful! I love it! It is truly my third companion because I have learned that without it our leccions are horrible but when it is there it work miracles!!! AHH I love this gospel!! It is so wonderful even through the tears and the pain it is so good and I love it with all my heart!!

I want to so bad work at the MTC when I get back because I want to help the missionaries be power houses because there is a war out here and it is not over lives but souls and I want to help them but on their armor before they go out to the field!! So Kiss will you help me? I know I have a while still but please can you help me get into BYU because to get a job at the MTC you need to be a student at BYU first!!

But it is so awesome! seriously my spanish is getting so much better. I can understand so so so much better!!!! It is a miracle and I know it is not me but the Savior. He is the only one that can help me with this language!! I am speaking so much more in the lessons and not only bearing testimony but actually contributing to the lesson it is awesome!! I still have a long way to go but it is exciting when I can understand and I can help teach and talk about my experiences in spanish!! So hopefully when I get to call home I can speak to Laren and Casey and they will be able to understand me!!

Oh but yes Dad they do love their children down here. There is a day for them. The day of children where they have parades and fiestas por them in the schools. It is pretty cool and then on the 15th of this month is there independence day so we are going to have an activity at the church. It will be a picnic so that will be fun. We have been really working with the members because seriously members are key!! It is 10 times better to have referrals from the members because then the investigator has a friend and people to rely on and that is so great!!
But I love this gospel! It is so perfect and I know and testify that my Savior lives and this is His work. He is at the head of this church and he loves us with a perfect love!! To find pure happiness we need to turn to him: I love you all. Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts for me everyday, they are such a blessing for me!! Thank you!!

Pura Vida!!

Love always and forever Hermana Turnbaugh!!!

Oh thanks for ordering those scripture covers mom that is perfect that they will come in December that is totally fine and ok I will see about shirts here!! I love you all!!!! Like a Costa Rican loves Plantanos!!! LOL!!!!!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

9-6-2010

Dearest Familia!!!!

How is the most wonderful family doing in the whole wide world? And I should know I have been around the world!! LOL!!!

I loved your letters this week they totally made my day! I needed them! this week was a toughie!! But things are better and I am trying not to be down because life is good and like you said what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger!! I sure hope not because it is pretty hard, the roller coaster of emotions, you have to go through on a mission!! But thanks for your words of wisdom and encouragement!! and go mom go mom!!!! You are awesome for climbing the Castle Rock Rock!! And I bet that Bella’s blessing was so wonderful. I was thinking about her and the family a lot! So I am glad that it was beautiful and that Bella did so well during the blessing!!

So my Birthday was awesome! Thank you so so so much for your packages. I got them on my birthday from my zone leaders and it totally made my day and I cried when I opened them. Thanks for your letters and pictures of the kids! I loved seeing them. And the card with all your voices. I’m pretty sure I cried like a little baby and I had to listen to it over and over again. But yes! I got them and the shirts and your package full of goodies!!!! It was really good!

So around five a member in our branch wanted to make a cake for me. So I went over there and then my companion said we had a cita but the elders had to go with us. So I said ok because that is not strange for them to come with us.
So my comp said we have to go to Hermana Aledia’s. She is our cook and wait for the elders and so we waited and they showed up but we then had to wait bc our cita didn’t get off of work, they said till 8 pm.

In my mind I thought that is late but oh well!! So as we were waiting Hermana Aledia made us food and I looked at the clock and it was 8:30 and I was like shouldn’t we go, it is getting late and my comp said yes we will in just a minute. But she had her camera out and she was taking pictures and she told everyone to get together and take a picture and make a fish face so I did. And as I closed my eyes I feel wet gooey stuff running down my head and in front of me was a cake with candles on it! It was so wonderful because I didn’t think really that they would do anything for me but they did and it was so fun!! I want to start that tradition after I get home!! LOL!!

But as for the rest of the week it was a little different. We worked so hard and taught so many lessons and we didn’t again have a single investigator at church, it was horrible. I think that is seriously the worst feeling in the world when you walk into church and all the members are watching you and you don’t have anyone there and the gospel principles teacher didn’t hold class because no one was in his class. I felt so sad!!

I don’t know what we are doing wrong. We are studying, being Obedient and fasting and praying, but no investigators. We have prospects but none want to come to church which is so hard. And then..... We were going to have a baptism this last Saturday of an investigator that Hermana Vega found but she didn’t come on Saturday and we waited for her at the church for 3 hours with the president of the rama and our zone leaders were there and she didn’t show up! It was horrible. I was so embarrassed and so sad. But after going around and searching for her we found out that her baby was really sick and she took him to the hospital and she couldn’t tell us. So no baptism on Saturday but hopefully next Saturday!! So it was a week full of ups and downs and just wondering how can I be a better missionary? How can I be the missionary that God wants me to be!! I want to be the kind of missionary that he knows I can be!!


But this week is a new week and we are going to work so hard because I only have 2 more weeks left with Hermana Almengor and we and she needs to have a baptism before she goes home!! She doesn’t want to go home at all because she loves Costa Rica!! She cries a lot and wants more time. It is cool for me to see this because it is hard for me right now getting over this learning curve but I know that I will feel the same way as her when I leave!!

But I love you all so much!! Always remember this!!! You are the best family in the world and I know that this gospel is so true!!!! I know and testify that Christ lives! His hand is in all things and when there is, it seems like darkness and no light at the end of the tunnel, we just need to look and turn towards him because he is the Light of the world!! I feel Him close to me especially when I don’t think I can go one more step or get rejected one more time. But He is there at every door with me and If I put everything in His hands I will have exito on my mission. I love you and I pray for you! Remember that this gospel is true and it is restored on the earth again! this knowledge is beautiful!!! And I am so thankful I get to wear Christ’s name on my chest for the next 13 months!! I will work hard so I have no regrets!!! I love this gospel! It is perfect! Keep me in your prayers you are the best!!

Love always and forever!! Hermana Turnbaugh

Ps: did you ever order those scripture cases? oh and is there button up nice shirts at Ross because I like mine but they are so hot that clip you but lol so it you see any there that would be awesome because here they are sooooo expensive for like one shirt is about 9000 and that is about 18 dollars!! So much but if you could just look for cute button up shirts that would be so awesome!!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Pictures, Pictures, Pictures

This is Kaylie's 1st Apartment

And this is the animal that was living abover her bed!!!!!!!!

The Flood

Cleaning up after the flood


Kaylie's 1st ward


Kaylie with a wig on

Looking over Costa Rica








Kaylie with a few of teh children

Saturday, September 4, 2010

8-30-2010

Hola Mi Familia!!!

Como Esta!!! How is the most wonderful family doing thank you for all your emails wishing me a happy birthday they ALL mean so so much to me!!
It will be fun to turn 22 in Costa Rica! It is weird to think, I turned 21 in Jerusalem and now another birthday in another country!! LOL!! But I am not sure what I am going to do. Our little cook lady said to come over Wednesday night so I am not sure! But here in Costa Rica on your birthday they crack eggs on your head. So everyone in the ward tells me that I need to get ready because I will have 22 eggs on my head this Wednesday!! I don't know why they do it. It is just a tradition!! LOL!!

But I am not sure but I won't get my packages until the end of the month because they are in San Jose and I am not going down there till the end of the month but hopefully my leaders are and they will bring them to me! But as soon as I do I will let you know. You guys are so great thanks!!!

So this week has been good, a little easier but still adjusting!! We have been tracking alot and found a couple of families who are pura vida!! So hopefully they will want to learn more!! We have been working so hard and yes my Spanish is improving a lot. Still not great but getting better!! I have to talk so much more, so that is wonderful and a blessing. I know the Lord has been blessing me and walking with me these last two weeks!!

My interview with the president went well. He is awesome! I love him so much and his wife. He is so Christlike. I am so blessed to have him as my president but... so my companion finishes her mission in October but the problem is? there isn't cambios in October so she would get changed in November. But the mission president has decided to send the people who are leaving in October home in September now, at the end of the month, so once again I will have another companion in this area that I will have to show around! crazy huh!?! Heavenly Father sure thinks I can do this huh!¿! lol No I can! It will be hard because my companion will be new but I will know the area so much better!!

So crazy story. So it is their winter here and it rains everyday!! And on Saturday it was a little chilly in the morning so I wore a little jacket thing but by the afternoon it was so hot so we went home to change just for a second and while we were in the house it started to pour! not just rain but pour like buckets full of water. For about 1 hour and guess what our apartment was completely full of water!! We opened the door and it was a river flowing through our house!!!! It was crazy! all we could do was laugh and of course take pictures and the outside was full of water! it was crazy! I have never seen so much water. It was crazy but good thing we were home, that we got everything up off the floor, so nothing got ruined. So it was a blessing in disguise that we went home when we did!! So I will send picture!!
But one sad thing this week is we didn't have investigators at church this week which is always hard my first time because they were either sick or didn't answer the phone which is discouraging. But I know the Lord will help us and next week we will have so many!!

I am really starting to love it here!! At times it is hard and I want to give up but then I think of my Savior and remember that he never gave up! When he asked if it would be thy will let this cup pass from me he said but NEVERTHELESS thy will be done. I Love that word NEVERTHELESS! He had the power to not Atone for our sins but he loved us. And everyday when It is hard, I remember these words nevertheless and go out and work and love the people as Christ would love the people. I have come to know my Savior so much more personally this last year and I know I will come to know him even better this next year!! Because this is His work and His glory and I am just an instrument in his hands. And I want to work so so hard to pay back all that he has given me!!!

I know that this gospel is true. I know and testify that Christ lives and loves us! His atonement is real and when we use it everyday we are showing how much we love him!!!

I love being a missionary!! Keep me in your prayers because I pray for you everyday!!
I love you so so so much!!! And miss you more than I can possible say!!! But these next 14 months will fly by!!! I love you!!

Love always and forever!! Hermana Turnabugh